Decisions. That’a all life is really made up of. You choose to do this, you choose not to do that. You walk through life constantly making decisions. Some decisions are easy to make. Some decisions are difficult to make. Some decisions are easy to make and you instantly know what you should or have to do, but they aren’t easy to make even though you know the answer. Those decisions where you want to make a certain choice but simply can’t are the ones that are the most difficult.
I just want someone to flirt with and to send dirty texts to. Someone who wants me to, and wants to send me some too. If anyone is interested be sure to hit me up.
It’s funny how I can speak so freely with you yet fear that I will say the wrong thing and scare you off.
I’ve never been so close to anyone before. It is such an amazing feeling and certainly something I cherish. But I’m so fearful that I will fuck it all up as I have fucked up so many things before. So fearful I’ll break it , warp it or just destroy it. I don’t want to lose this. It makes me feel human and so happy.